happy birthday mama!

so christmas eve is also my mom's bday
my dad, brother and i decorated the house overnight so that she would see everything the next morning when she got home from work
it was pretty cute

and now we're gonna all go out to dinner and have some legit family time which doesn't happen too often nowadays so i'm excited

and it wasn't exactly feeling like christmas til me and my neighbors exchanged gifts today. happens every year and its presh...i love my cul de sac.

plus i had a good work day!
SO im in a greeeaaat mood :)

3 more days

xmas is righttt around the corner and it doesnt even feel like it!
maybe cuz ive been so busy i havent even been able to finish my shopping cuz ive been workin my ass off.

by the way, a lil' somethin crazy happened in my life last week
starts with a Y and ends with a G
and i dont even know whatsssss goin on with that =/

but in the meantime im trying to not let anything get to me
DGAF front
its time to focus on spending these upcoming holidays with the people who mean most to me <3

my 20th

this weekend was very eventful
thanks for all the presents guys, i love em all!
but all the greets and your company on saturday night was moreeee than enough :)
plus good times tonight was the PERFECT way to end the weekend.

im always down to make sweeet memories
i lovelovelove my friends <3

Winter Break has begunnnn

Finals are over....THANKKKK THE LORD.

Decided to spend the rest of my day in the valleyyyy w/ Lin. Had an extravagant lunch at Olive Garden and had some bomb ass boo time <3



Then the bitch surprised me with my bday present...



She got me the Juicy necklace shown below. YAY!! Thanks again soulmatey...loves it.

Now I just can't wait for this weekend! It's mine, Gia's and Ana's time againnnn!!

edit

addition to my list:

im running out of perfume
so i need another bottle of this...



good thanksgiving ps. <3

bday/xmas list

Really, its just an overview to show that ill seriously love ANYTHING! the pics arent the things i want specifically (except for the first one)...its just all really broad to show what I likeyyyy. As if you didn't know :)

1) I lost my swallow ring that I wear everyday so, tillys.com


2) Gift cards to Nordstrom so I can buy myself some Juicy jewelry...



3) A new bag would be nice!


4) Winter stuff...hoodies, scarves, etc.



5) Cash so I can just buy myself all the VS stuff I want.


6) Because I'm forreal.


7) Anything Obey of courseee.


8) Nail certificates would be MUCH appreciated!

9) Any make-up gift cardsssss.

10) Cd mixes...yeup because I need new shit to listen to in the car and if you make me a good mix I'll love you forever!

and last but definitely not least...............

11) Robert pattinson because I am 'unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him."

twilight

was amazing

i am so in love with edward cullen.

laughter

is therapy for the soul
i had a whole lotta therapy today!

had a productive morning
went to sac to handle some biznaaaz
studied at carrows for hours
katie met up and had lunch
RECYCLED with ana, chris and neil
that shit was definitely an experience

chris: dude youre really gonna talk about books right now?
neil: well what else are we gonna talk about!

hahaa.....you had to be there

then ana bounced
and me and the boys went to happy hour @ ra
good talks, good dinner
shopped a bit
now im chris' casa bloggingggg

theeee end! :)

PS. chris agreed to watch BHC with me....im effin stoooooooooked

hello, VS employeee.

so im still sooo stoked i got the job at victoria secret!
ive always wanted to work there

today was orientation and it went verry well
im def. excited to start

omg.

my parents drive me insane sometimes
for one minute, can they just STFU

ALIE LAYUS

i fuckin love her!

over ov

reading past posts youre the one of the main things i blog about

i wanna be done

there are much more fish in the sea
there are much more fish in the sea
there are much more fish in the sea
there are much more fish in the sea
there are much more fish in the sea

laker game at b-dub tonight. then the night just went downhill from theree...b-u-s-t. i feel fat. i LOVE yet haaaateee you so much, alberto's.

i dont get it.

whyyyyy me?
why do i always have to be involved with baby daddys
its not like i go out there searching for that specific type
because i wouldnt deal with that again
i couldnt.
im no longer dealing with guys who have kids
yet somehow i always end up being involved with guys that do....

Election Day.

Obama is elected as our 44th president and I couldn't be any happier!!!!

This day will forever be marked in America's history. And I'm proud to say that I was apart of it.

last night

if only the party lasted longer but i can't complain cuz
lin came down
omar came down

the people around me def made my night :)

today was not a good day

being sick
ran into asdfg;
soc test = no bueno
cramming & stressed for micro
not to mention my indecisiveness about whether or not im going to la in the winter...........

UGHHHHHHHHHHH ASDHFJGG"P{JE !!

today gia said...

"i wonder who's gonna be the one to tame you."

ha, i wonder the same thingggg.

but in the meantime i am having too much fun...i love costume parties!

:)

i drove to la and decided i was just gonna ditch the whole day once i got there
so i drove back lol...
plus my main motivation to go to class is when im with lin and she wasnt there...
so i didnt feel like going...its cool though, at least i like driving.

only downfall is that...i got another speeding ticket today :(

but AAAANYWAY, lets not focus on the negatives.

i missed class to have some boo time with shari which was so much better
then picked up g from school and nicole met up and we ate at none other than claimjumper where i saw an I.D. look alike it nearly freaked me out.

went to nicole's dorm at cal poly to chill and explore :)

chill times
CAN'T WAITTTTT for these halloween parties!!

ov-er it.

AND STICKING TO IT.

second blog today....
what can i say there's lots of things on my mind these dayssss.
thoughts racing about a number of situations goin on in my life right now.

i am feeling.....

confused
adored
stressed
smitten
guilty
loved
foolish
ashamed
betrayed
disappointed
moody
excited
and
indesicive.

the day came

i wish you were a good guy.

first timesies

so today in soc. we had a transgender guest speaker, 'miss vicky.' and she was hilarioussss. she told us about the struggles she went through and her journey to becoming a transexual, while making the whole class and myself crack up at the same time. i admire her secureness. definitely one of the best classes so far this quarter.

and finaaalllyyy, im no longer a knotts scary farm virgin! we all went tonight and i had a lot of fun. now im home and im tired as hell so im gonna knock out. halloween is in like 2 weeks, im SO excited :)

my dad

is so sweet :)
and im really glad me and my mom are okay again
its too hard not talking to her.

i love...

gia and katie :)

"my friends are my estate."

girls night....which isn't really a legit title cuz im always with my girls on mostttt nights but tonight we decided to stay in and watch sex and the city the movie. the perfect girlfriend movieeee. and i love minee...all of mine. they keep me sane i swear :)

master cleanse

i had an epiphany the other night and i've decided over these past few days that i'm gonna get my act together.

i'm gonna learn how to save.
no more compulsive shopping
i'm gonna start eating healthy.
lessen my junk food intake and going out to eat, it will save me money as well.
i'm gonna do school right.
nursing apps this fall...i need to handle it.

this whole time its been all play, and no work. there's more to life than hangovers and partying. i'm gonna let myself have fun but only if i get my shit done.

i'm already feeling good...i set my alarm for 8 this morning just so i could wake up and get my day started early. no more sleeping in and wasting half my day. i also have work in a couple of hours. i'm gonna hustle and make them tips. i'm sick and tired of saying 'i'm broke' because i spent all my money on clothes and eating out, when i could have been saving it all this whole time. i'm determined to reach and accomplish my 3 goals up there :)

c h i l l

ov tonight.
i felt like that was worth blogging....

other than that, life has been really chill :)

addicts

So yesterday Cat & I made appointments with Mike again to get my cover-up and Cat's second tat. I looooove what he did to us he's just so amazing! I finally covered up my heart on my hip with a swallow and a Latin phrase written underneath, "Alis volat propriis." I'm super stoked cuz I got something cuter, bigger, and way more meaningful =)

FINALLLYY

chilled in la all day today
and it was all so good.
< O V 3

blah blah blah

The girlfriends went clubbing in Arena Thursday night for Lin's bday. I had lotssss of fun =) And me & Nicole went to RA's friends & family dinner night on Friday. The food was BOMBBB. Can't wait til they open! Saturday and Sunday night consists of my weekly closing shifts at work. Lame...especially since tomorrow is the AA sale and I can't go cuz of work at 4. And if I go I knowww I'll be worn outtt like at the Obey sale and I just can't hang.

Sometimes my slideshow on my computer goes on and random pics of you and I still pop up and sometimes I wonder......

So my cousins from the PI's just flew in and I decided to take them around LA along with Cat and Gia. Firsttt, we went to Venice.



Where we enjoyed the nice weather & walked around, got hennas and hand-carved rings, almost bought puppy pitbulls for $150, and spotted this.....



which just started things up again. -_- / <3

Anyway, we were starving so we decided to hit up Hollywood where we gained 10 pounds. Thanks ROSCOE'S! Did some more walking on Hollywood Blvd. Soaked up the LA scene and crowd. Love ittt



And when it was time to leave I decided to get a smoothie at D. Lush where a guy that worked there made my day. =)



Anddd it was definitely a tiring but GOOD day spent in LA!



Lastlyyyy, it's VANESSA'S 20th Birthday soo Happy Birthdayyyy to her!!! You know what comes next.

1. Besties since 7th grade
2. "Halo-halo" sisters and our amazing, historical rap that we still remember til this day
3. We're family
4. Hauling ASS being OUR #1 specialty in life
5. Best friends doesn't necessarily mean being inseparable, but being separated and NOTHING changes. <3

new news

so i decided that i want to better my spanish. if not, one day, be able to speak it fluently. that way i can talk to my husband's family in spanish when i get married to my latino guy. hahahaa

sooo other than having cesar teach me spanish here and there i figured i would watch some spanish movies. i got "amarte duele" and me and nicole just finished watching it and it was actually really good. so now im excited to watch more movies in espanol and get into this whole spanish speaking thing.

i also want to get back into reading. like reeaal bad. so i bought a new book by john irving, until i find you. 900 pgs-ish but so far its really good =)

PSSSS. it was lins birthday on the 18th soo she needs a top 5

1. youre the best roommate and ONLY roommate ill ever want/have!
2. we can share clothes despite our differences in height, it usually works out well =)
3. we found each other by fate
4. chino hills is your 2nd home, and the valley needs to see more of me
5. we're soulmates.

i got it!

NEW INK, finally. stoooooooooooked!

updaters

Me, Mai, Gee & Ness planned a day trip to SD yesterday and it was spectacularrrr. We headed over in Mai's extra huge, extra comfy element and might I add Gia's the worst backseat partner ever...bitch wouldn't let me sleep! Hahaha just kiddingggg =) So ANYWAY, we head to the beach. Vanessa and Gia go boogie boarding while me and Mai layed down and baked in the sun...after that we had a bombbb lunch at Mister Sushi. Then headed over to Brandon's apartment to chill before Sea World (which he was able to get us in free of charge, thanks again brandon!) Met his roommates, chilled, and smoked which was a bad idea cuz we all had the munchies once we got there and spent a GRIP of money on expensive food! We learned about sharks from Mai, watched dolphins, ate.....A LOT, went DILF hunting with Gee, got soaked on the rapids ride, got scared going into eel caverns, watched Brandon's show which was the bestttt part of the night, and saw Shamu Rocks! After our long night at Sea World, we allll went back to the apartment to chill and smoke some more. Had some good laughs that I cannot remember what was about....but us girls, brandon, and his roommates had some good times. Got lost on the way home and ate some hard hot dogs but it was ALL SO MUCH FUN!!

Next time we're crashin there so we can actually get crazy and partayyyy. Plus, everyones got a boo in SD now so we all win! =) hahaha.

I woke up early today so me, Shari, Nicole and Chris could finally make good use of our pass to Knotts! I love how they put videos on more of the rides cuz its a trip watching them at the end...I definitely worked out my abs laughing so damn much today. We felt like we were there for the whole day when it was only like 3 hrs...went home and took a 4 hour freekin nap so I knowww I'm gonna be up all night......AGAIN. But what the hell else is new...gotta get up early again tomorrow cuz me and Celle have to visit Polly. Don't know what else is planned for the rest of the day but this has been the besttt week and I can't wait for the weekend! =)

new edition to the fam.

Welcome, KHLOE! Along with Maggie, London, and Geisha. I got a house full of bitches haha

nothin' like.

whats a better way to be welcomed home than to spend it with all the loves of your life? i hung out with pretty much all the girlfriends today. so good and refreshing to see their faces. had some fun times having lunch at cpk, eating cricketts, walking around the shoppes, and chillin at my house.

the next few days should be doooope esp. with the 4th of july coming...cant wait. finally, im starting my summer here with noo summer school, work is chill...ahhh, ask me how excited i am! just asssskkk.

Bye bye PI's, Hello LA.

I landed in LA tonight at 7:30 pm. Believe it or not, I was an emotional wreck when I was saying bye to my cousins at the airport. I'm gonna miss them. I seriously had an amazing time in the Philippines. We were able to go to Pagsanjan Falls where we went rafting and got to see the rainforesty amazon part of the PI's. Behind the waterfall there was a cave. We took this bamboo raft and were able to go behind it...it was soo cool and exciting. We got to swim right behind the waterfall. Definitely an experience.

And on my last night, my cousins took me out to a bar and we went cruuissinnn' after =) Our waiter slipped me his number and we took a picture haha. I have a different outlook on filipino guys now...who knows my next boyfriend just might be filipino! Ha, my first and only filipino boyfriend was like in 8th grade...well ANYWAY.

I'm home now and its a bittersweet experience. I wish I had more time to spend with my family over there but at the same time I'm anticipating to hang out with my girlfriends. I've missed them a lotttt.

I'm jetlagged as hell which is why I'm updating this now. Hopefully it will go away soon along with my damn mosquito bites. They're killing meeee.

PS. Someone told me that I would have something to look forward to when I got back, he called me tonight and I guess he was right =)

signal 3

so the night me and my cousins decide to go clubbing, a typhoon decides to hit us. everyone ended up having to spend the night at chino's cuz it was too dangerous to drive ppl home..it was like a big sleepover. it was fun at first except we had a brown-out (in the states we call it a black-out) so we had no electricity, no running water, and no internet for 2 effing days. we were all so bored with nothing to do so the whole family..parents, cousins, and chino's girlfriend..all played a game of scrabble. took us like 3 hrs to finish, seriously. the only difficult thing was how to manage once the sun went down...it was pitch black in the house and we were all walking around with lamps and flashlights. but thank goooodness we got the electricity back this morning!

it said on the news that the typhoon is just now hitting the province..i hope my cousins over there are okay. and my parents left last night to commute 8 hrs to visit bicol..i hope they have a safe trip. also, 6 ships are missing....im just praying for this typhoon to be over.

but anyway, saturday night at embassy was fun. got drunk, had some "happy stuff" ....gooood times

plans for today: watch a movie with my cousins and their friends, go out to dinner and chill at a bar after. i need to take advantage of this drinking age of 18 here before i head back to the states!

cause in the end

the ash falls off the cigarettes
the sun still sets
and i hope you know
that i'll still love you in the morning
when it rises

mosquitoes

i've been attacked....BAD
but my stay in bauang was soo much fun but waaay too short
i honestly love hanging out with my cousins over there
now i know where i get part of who i am from
i miss them already.

i would post pics but ill wait til i get home for all of that...oh yeah, i made a friendster. HA.

happy.....

fathers day!

and happy birthday to my dad! i figured if my best friend got a top 5, so should my father.

1. you're easy to talk to
2. you're funny
3. i can hold my alcohol and i have you to thank for that
4. you're spontaneous and like to take risks. i get that from you too.
5. you do anything for your lil girl =)

also, im feeling a lottt better. i got the lil' suckers taken off today finally. the day ive been waiting for! im glad its all overr. so in rewards for my braveness, i think my dads taking me out shopping tomorrow. haha YEEEE =)

pre-jane

^^^ because lin insists on calling me a new name after this ordeal

it 10 P.M. in the philippines right now...i swear this humidity is ridiculous
and the driving here pisses me off...i dont get how ANYONE can learn how to safely maneuver their vehicles

i forget how much fun i have over here though. spending time with my cousins and shopping in their 5 story malls =)

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MERIECELLE JANE LOPEZ!!

FIVE reasons why you're amazing:

1. though you used me for popularity in the 7th grade, we became the bestest friends since then.
2. we have the same middle name
3. we finish eachothers sentences and are always thinking the exact same thing
4. youre the only other person i know that shares my same love for latino heat
5. SSAB enough said biaaaaaatchhhh

bittersweet

i had a well spent afternoon in LA with lin, katie, and brent today
we went to the california science center and had lunch in hollywood...

when i got home nicole and shari kidnapped me and brought me to cbay where everyone was there to surprise me for a going away dinner....EVERYONE.
it made me really happy to see all the besttt people in my life together
so yeah that seriously made my night. i appreciated it all =)
i havent even left yet and im already excited to come home to my girlfriends, my boys, and my dogs

thanks to everyone who showed up. and for everyone who bought me drinks!

til nextttt time <3

notitle

She broke your heart, she took your soul
You're hurt inside cuz theres a hole
You need some time to be alone
Then you will find what you've always known

I'm the one who really loves ya, baby...
I've been knockin' at your door

As long as I'm livin, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathin, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there

I've seen ya cry into the night
I feel your pain..can I make it right?
I realize theres no end in sight
Yet still I wait for you to see the light

IDK?

i dont know what this feeling is, but i like it.

my micro final for lab is tomorrow. the rest of my finals are next week. ill finally be done with school and then im rushing to the philippines! i keep telling myself 3 weeks isnt even that bad but when youre used to seeing your friends everrryday, its a BIG deal. what can i say they're my all day, everyday.

OBEY sale friday..camping out thursday night. excitedd =)

3 years

always missin you ang. <3

disappointed.

its sad that things have to be this way right now.

LIFE

God. family. girlfriends. smiles. love. music. optimism. spontaneity. truth. challenge. dancing. bestfriends. loveyourself. chill. unselfishly. partying. faith. letgo. laughs. accepting. stronger. risks. genuine. appreciate. knowledge. indepedence.

=)

i'm meeting new, interesting people and reuniting with old, good friends. i love it.

ps. i have a bad habit of catching the players. much more fish in the sea daphne, much more fish in the sea....

multi-holiday

its ashley's 9th birthday so i took her to walmart at midnight for a shopping spree
she got clothes, toys, video games yadi yadi yadaa
i hope she has the besst birthday.
"forget cousins, we're sisters"

its also mothers day !
me and my kuya took pics and bought our mom a new coach wallet
when she saw our pics she started crying
and said that it meant much more to her than anything we could buy her
im glad it made her happy.

other than that i have work @ 3...boooo
im thinkin its gonna be dead...who goes to eat at carrows between the hrs of 3-8 on mothers day?
fathers day is our busiest day of the year ps.
but aaanyway, hope you and all your mamas have a good day <3

hmm

people dont even call nowadays
texting has taken over our lives.

i wanna have those late night convos specifically with my eye candy.

i wanna get to know ya

if you know what i meann.

pa pa partay people

spent this weekend partyin @ ceds
most of its a blur, which is why you have cameras to somehow help you remember your night.
and the best part?
i got to take lin & brent and vanessa home with me =)

this is love.


ps. me & omarion were driving next to each other in the valley on saturday. and i got to stare at him when we were at a red light. he is fiiinne.

you all have a good, lazy sunday now!

LA life

today was a really really good day. i got to spend it and catch up with vanessa=) "bestie days" are always fun.

we had lunch in melrose and walked around hollywood. baller dinner and shopping at the kodak theatre brings me back to being brizzzoke! but its aiiight..i'll find a way to come back up. and it was alllll worth it cuz it was just such a wonderful day.

so theres these beauuutiful apartments i pass by on my right side everytime im on the 101 and i wish i could live there so badly. i honestly would LOVE to live ANYWHERE in la but my heart has been set on these for awhile now.

check them out...
http://www.theorsini.com/

who wants to move in with me?! =)
seriously, ill be the happiest girl if we could make it happen.

flavor of the week

i amuse myself sometimes.

hahha..and if you know me, then you should know what im talking about.

saving sunday as my all day study day didnt go as well as i planned. but i got sooome thangs done. so tomorrows monday =)

au revoir

i fly like paper

....get high like planes =)

ive been saving tomorrow to start on ALL my studying for my tests and midterms on monday and tuesday
yay

oh em gee

this weekend couldnt have gotten anyyy better.

thursday, WWIII began. enough said.

friday, fiesta night at anasss!

saturday, kevins kickbackk.

sunday, 420 spent with mai, cat, ana, candi, ria anddd artem and yaro and all their russian friends =)

now im totally drained and so motivated to get thru this week of school so we can sleep all day, and party all night againnnnn

asdfgh;

i should have listened

occupation for life: procrastinator

i waited to the last minute for my traffic school
i waited to the last minute to study for my micro test...

actually, i havent even started studying yet. im just a lagger for life. and thats how its always gonna be! so yeah, im stressed.

job fair was a disappointment. none of the restaurants were even there! i still dont know what to do cuz i dont think i could leave carrows anytime soon but 2 jobs? i dont knoww...it would be nice getting fat paychecks but i dont wanna be working every single day in the summer. soo i gotta still figure that out.

&&; isnt it funny that once youre over chasing them, thats when they put in the effort to chase you?

well im just having fun right now and that is allllllll i have to say about that =)

bye!

weekend recap

soo this weekend was pretty eventful which was nice considering the last couple weekends have been a busssst....

thursday, had dinner at buffalos with errrbody and chilled and drank at nikkis afterr

friday, i made plans to babysit my neighbors kids all night so i wasnt able to make it to brents which was a bummmmerrr. but babysitting was such a party cuz katie, gia, and cat were over +the 2 girls +1 one of their friends who was sleeping over so we all had fun

saturday, i had work so i missed joshie's bday dinner. but when me and chris got off we met up with everyone else cuz they were all going to jeff's apartment after. its always good seeing and hangin out with people i dont get to see much and happy birthday to joshieeee!

sunday, i was at work alllllll day and then adter i just had my sunday ritual hangin out with shari and nicole and havin our ROL party

monday, woke up feeling kindaaa sick...no bueno. didnt go to my last class and neither did james so we had lunch at the kodak theatre. which by the way is supposed to be saved for thursdays cuz today was supposed to be Melrose Mondays if anything but whatevsss. then went to knotts with shari, nicole, chris & neil to get our passes. had dinner at TGIF's after and continued to our regular schedule of watching the hills. was a funnnn fun day =)

now im at home and im pooooped and im just hoping i dont wake up feeling worse manana...

insane

my mom has been driving me crazy lately and i serrrriously cant put up with it anymore! it makes me wish i didnt move back at home this year. but its not like i had a freekin choice. im never at home cuz i dont wanna deal with her and then she bitches how im never home so when i DO spend time at home im always avoiding her anyway so i dont have to hear her shit. what the hell is the point?! i really really really want to move out.

first blog

i still update my lj every once in a blue moon but theres just too much goin on with all the entries ive accumulated over the years so i figured i would start off fresh with this. so, welcome... =)

isaac tried talking to me once again this morning about something completely irrelevant. i have no clue when the words "leave me alone" or let alone my cold responses will ever sink in but im SICK of him trying to be friends with me. its pathetic and im over it. alllll i know is that i'm happy with everything going on with my life right now and whatever the hell is going on with him is no concern to me.

i have to wake up in 4 1/2 hours to go to court and pay off my ticket. tomorrows the deadline...always waiting til the last minute. but i cant waittt to get this outta the way so i can finally start saving up for ME. i have wasted SO much money on retarded traffic violations and parking tickets the past 3 months, lets just say ive definitely learned my lesson. with that said i think its time for me to try to get some sleep...once again im up late..