Friday, December 4, 2009

Bday/X-mas list !!

in no specific order...

- MacBook Pro
- iTouch
- Paris Hilton perfume
- Prada shades
- GIFT CARDS (Sephora, Ulta, Forever 21, VS, Urban Outfitters, Nordstroms, Best Buy)
- Juicy Couture or Betsey Johnson jewelry
- anything from VICTORIA'S SECRET/PINK

and last but definitely not least....

- good health, happiness, and lots and lots of love!!

:)

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

James 3:16

"For where jealousy and selfish ambition exist, there is disorder and every evil thing."

Monday, August 3, 2009

funfunfun

i went to the lopez' fam party today for jude's 4th bday
first we went to the kids' party and it was at some jumper place..i was sweating like a mother in that joint cuz it was hot as hell and jom was making me go thru all the obstacles with her
it was fun though...
and then we all headed back to kuya mike's for the after party aka adults' partyyy...
which was more fun!
& of course me and celle were taking shots and giving shots lol
plussss being there with my boo just made everything THAT much betterrr
so all in all,
the whooooole day was good good good :)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

so i wont forget :)

im starting my bday list now just so it wont slip my mind when december comes along lol...

1. my tattoo
2. Ed Hardy Marie Antoinette watch and hat
3. make-up

i want my tat cuz i think the meaning is perf to get it on MY bday & for the New Year. ed hardy gear because its siiiiick...and make-up is more imp than you think cuz ive been needing to buy my own eyeshadows and crap but im too lazy! haha..and i can finally stop borrowing everyone elses :)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

I......

am in love :)

Monday, June 29, 2009

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Blessed

Two years ago I wrote about knowing exactly what I wanted in a guy in my "Just thinkin" blog on my myspace. I swore I would take advantage of what I've learned from past experiences and knew I would never settle for anything LESS of what I listed in that entry...

Call it picky or having too high of expectations but I'm just a woman who knows what she wants and is just looking out for herself. Because what's the point of going through obstacles in life if you're not gonna learn from it and know better for next time, right?

So whether I was gonna be single for 2 years or 10 before I met someone that amazed me, I KNEW I was gonna meet the "special" person who encompassed all of those qualities. I had faith --which is something I also strongly believe in because keeping a strong faith will get you through whatever life brings at you, no doubt...

Well as of today, I'm super lucky to say I've finally found THAT person. I'm grateful to have met someone like him because he's amazing for countless numbers of reasons and makes me better, simple yet strong. What I'm trying to say is that I found it. I have it. I got it, and I'm pretty damn blessed. Thanks Jun Lopez :)

Saturday, June 6, 2009

random

Anjolie Faith
i swear im naming my daughter that!
yeah, cuz i like lookin up baby names when im bored....

finals on monday and im freee! yay

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

cant sleep...

so i figured i'd update!
a new addition was made to the lopez family yesterday...welcome jacob zachary!
im so excited i feel like I'M the real tita here lol

that is all :)

Saturday, May 23, 2009

genuine

ive been the happiest ive been in a long while.
thanks jun lopez :)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

4/5/09

you really never know whats going to happen next...
life is so unexpected
live it to the fullest, always.

rest in paradise, jon saligumba.

Friday, April 3, 2009

rollercoaster

its so hot and cold with you
always has its ups and its definite downs
youre good when you wanna be good
but youre never consistent
its never stable
but what do i expect from you?
it should be nothing
yet i still do because your actions speak otherwise
it completely goes against what you say
you tell me what it is you want
and you do something totally different
actions speak louder than words right?
i know im gonna look back on this
and just think of it as another one of my silly flings that was not even a big deal
or am i?
maybe im just overthinking things
cuz when im alone with nothing to do...
this is what goes through my mind
i know what i need to do
yet im not doing it
what the fuck.
arent we supposed to learn from past mistakes?
shouldnt we know what to stay away from in the future?
that way we'll avoid hurting our damn selves
"stay away from him"
"hes no good"
"youre just wasting your time"
"get out now"
a guy could be wrapped up in damn caution tape for all i care
straight up warnings
and im STILL LURED IN every damn time
stupid stupid stupid
they say go with the flow
just "see what happens"
but its kind of hard once you start caring for the person
whats a girl to do....
naw fuck that, i know.
suck it up
screw what my 'heart' says cuz sometimes it just leads you to a bunch of bullshit
and fucking DO IT.

Monday, March 16, 2009

malibu

today christine took me to the getty villa in malibu cuz ive never been
its soooo beautifulll
and then after we grabbed lunch at some cute italian place on 3rd st. promenade in santa monica
SUCH a good day <3

updates:
money, sex & love

working on it, greatttt, & chillin. definitely chillin.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

viva la vegas!

vegas had its ups and downs
definitely had a rough start but on a brighter note our last night was the SHITTTT
partied at tao
& partied at studio 54 with bow wow
had a craaazzy night ;)
all in all, it was a good trip.

the only thing that sucks is having to come back to reality and deal with the real shit
i know everything will be fineeee it just sucks thinking about it
but i just keep reminding myself everything happens for a reason so...

ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS!

Sunday, March 1, 2009

first gig

thursday went well!
it was super fun and super tiring but i gotta get used to it
im just lookin forward to more future gigs :)

Monday, February 23, 2009

im excited for this week

1 more day, and you're hereeee

and as for thursday...
im gogo-ing with ray j :)
yeeeeeeeeee !

Sunday, February 15, 2009

2nd chance

lettin things happen...
i had a chill 'valentimes' day <3

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

over it

ignore my last couple of entries because i dont fuck with losers.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Sunday, February 1, 2009

first of feb

as well as suuuperbowl sunday!
but i work tonight so boooo

had a good night last night
went cosmic bowling with celle, justin & will :)

Sunday, January 18, 2009

bust? nah

so last night started out sloooow cuz there were complications and i didnt have my car and blah blah blah
the night didnt exactly turn out the way we planned
BUT i didnt even care cuz i got to see adam, jmole, josh and bobby and a few other faces...
but damnnn i seriously miss hanging with those boys!
i forgot how much fun i had with them
i love having little reunions...it wont be the last!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

updates

im trying this new thing, its called learning how to drink responsibly!
however with it being the year alllll of us turn 21 it will definitely be a challenge.

work has been chill
VS has been cutting down major hours so idunnooo about that...
i need to make that money and if it keeps up for a few more weeks i might try finding another job and quit.
or if that doesnt go well i can always keep it and just pick up more shifts at carrows....
hmmmm yeeaaahhhh i think ill do that.

everyones going back to school...i must say im kinda missing it. KINDA.
but whatevs i go back in march-ish, april so i gotta use this time to handle my business. fill out apps. make money. save money. and PLAY HARDDDD.

love life is the same...2009 started a tad bit too crazy and though i had some good nights i dont want my whole year to be TOO insane. so ima try to simmer a bit.
theres no one at the moment tickling my fancy. no one specific that can hold my attention for more than a couple weeks. i get bored easily so until i meet the guy that can keep me on my toes, TREAT ME GOOD, and is worth settling down with then well, i'll be busy still doin my OWN THAAANG!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

2009

is gonna be a good year. i can feel it :)